Do you know what I was, how I lived. You know
what despair is then
winter should have meaning to you
~
I did not expect to survive
earth suppressing me. I didn’t expect
to waken again, to feel
in damp earth my body
able to respond again, remembering
after so long how to open again
in the cold light
of earliest spring –
~
afraid, yes, but among you again
crying yes risk joy
~
in the raw wind of the new world
(Louise Gluck)